“ Sarah’s Only Lie ”
She looks around and sees it all, but can not truly see
She looks at all the imperfections, but only sees beauty
Alone she thinks no ones there, but all alone she’s so alive
She sleeps in a bed of mistrust, but always ends up lies
Alone in her head she sees a world destroyed by the minds of men
Alone in her head she meets herself, her only friend
All along she’s had the strength to say nothing to it all
But she needs to escape, to break down this painful wall
The snow it falls up inside, and makes her feel so numb
The pain is finally at a pace but now she can control
She sees it all as it is and still can’t comprehend
She puts her feelings on a shelf
She puts her face away
She puts away the sadness for another day
She puts on the mask
She makes everyone else happy
Here is a Blog of my Day today Adventures, Misadventures, thoughts, feelings, and god knows what else.
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
IN DARKNESS TOGETHER, THEY DANCE
“IN DARKNESS TOGETHER, THEY DANCE”
Like two perfect strangers gliding through the night with the utmost ease and grace, they dance.
Two Figures that go together and at the same time don’t fit at all.
Alone in a world of darkness, a world of pain and hate, they dance.
Never knowing if they will look deeply into each others eyes again.
A chance meeting with no assurances and no regret, without thought or reason, they dance.
Like ghostly figures there just for a moment, figures gone as fast as they appeared.
Never saying goodbye, never saying hello, never saying a word, they dance
Lost to the darkness forever, never to see one another again.
they dance.
Like two perfect strangers gliding through the night with the utmost ease and grace, they dance.
Two Figures that go together and at the same time don’t fit at all.
Alone in a world of darkness, a world of pain and hate, they dance.
Never knowing if they will look deeply into each others eyes again.
A chance meeting with no assurances and no regret, without thought or reason, they dance.
Like ghostly figures there just for a moment, figures gone as fast as they appeared.
Never saying goodbye, never saying hello, never saying a word, they dance
Lost to the darkness forever, never to see one another again.
they dance.
Untitled
“Untitled”
She cringes in a faraway corner,
Afraid of that hand above in the air.
Many times that hand has hurt her.
She searches to find someone who cares.
Her screams ring out into the night,
Stinging tears roll down her face.
She doesn't have enough strength to fight.
She reaches out for gentle arms to embrace
But all that's there is the cold air.
Her safe world has been shattered,
And she cries, alone
Thinking nobody cares.
Her eyeliner now tattered
She thinks that she is all alone
She thinks no one cares
She has trouble finding me at the top of the stair
She cringes in a faraway corner,
Afraid of that hand above in the air.
Many times that hand has hurt her.
She searches to find someone who cares.
Her screams ring out into the night,
Stinging tears roll down her face.
She doesn't have enough strength to fight.
She reaches out for gentle arms to embrace
But all that's there is the cold air.
Her safe world has been shattered,
And she cries, alone
Thinking nobody cares.
Her eyeliner now tattered
She thinks that she is all alone
She thinks no one cares
She has trouble finding me at the top of the stair
You Opened Up The Sky and Cried
“ You Opened Up The Sky and Cried ”
You opened up your soul to me and let me see inside
I didn’t know what to say
I tried so hard to let you know exactly what I felt
I know the sky is a little darker to you tonight
I understood every word
I could feel just what you meant
I know that deep down you are a lot like me
I know that you are hurt
I know a lot of what you have gone through
I can see it hurts oh so bad to just try to be you
I know that it seems like your journeys never through
I know that you’ve been hurt at what seems like every turn
I want you to know that I have no place to go until the day you die
I hope that you can see you mean so much too me
I know it isn’t you the way you dress or do your hair
You are not the music you listen to or the people that know you
You are everything that is right
You only see your wrongs
You have so much to see
you’ve seen a lot and it didn’t take long
I have been there too I have see it too
I know it seems like this should be the end the last place to go
But I know you were meant for more
You were meant to help me
Every night I look at you and I see someone great
I see everything, and every right mistake
I see that there is greatness deep inside of you
I see the one help to save me, from a me you’ll never know
I hope one day you can see just what it all means
One rainy night it will all make sense, like you help it make sense for me
I know just what you feel
I understand what you think
I just wish you could see the beauty that has been given to you for all the pain
I can’t change the past but let me help the future
Trust in me and I will show you, some people can be trusted
I live my life one day at a time
Don’t waste tears on yesterday
Celebrate all you are today
Believe in love today, it’s all tomorrow has to offer
You opened up your soul to me and let me see inside
I didn’t know what to say
I tried so hard to let you know exactly what I felt
I know the sky is a little darker to you tonight
I understood every word
I could feel just what you meant
I know that deep down you are a lot like me
I know that you are hurt
I know a lot of what you have gone through
I can see it hurts oh so bad to just try to be you
I know that it seems like your journeys never through
I know that you’ve been hurt at what seems like every turn
I want you to know that I have no place to go until the day you die
I hope that you can see you mean so much too me
I know it isn’t you the way you dress or do your hair
You are not the music you listen to or the people that know you
You are everything that is right
You only see your wrongs
You have so much to see
you’ve seen a lot and it didn’t take long
I have been there too I have see it too
I know it seems like this should be the end the last place to go
But I know you were meant for more
You were meant to help me
Every night I look at you and I see someone great
I see everything, and every right mistake
I see that there is greatness deep inside of you
I see the one help to save me, from a me you’ll never know
I hope one day you can see just what it all means
One rainy night it will all make sense, like you help it make sense for me
I know just what you feel
I understand what you think
I just wish you could see the beauty that has been given to you for all the pain
I can’t change the past but let me help the future
Trust in me and I will show you, some people can be trusted
I live my life one day at a time
Don’t waste tears on yesterday
Celebrate all you are today
Believe in love today, it’s all tomorrow has to offer
Right As Rain (Complete)
Right As Rain
(Complete)
“Right as Rain (Part 1)”
Late one night I saw the truth, I think you know I did
I saw so much hurt that was swimming through your head
Caught up in a moment that you could not let go, I saw it all inside of you
You looked so hurt sitting all alone
I wished that you would let me in, or just give me a glimpse
I knew that I could not help you through all your hurt
But maybe I could help you slightly mend a broken heart
I’ve seen a lot in a short time, More then most should see
I know it’s hard to deal with, You know it’s hard for me
I know one day you’ll see it, I know one day you’ll know
The answers all seem so far, yet not so far away
I know that you can’t do it all alone, but I know you don’t need help
So until then I’ll bide my time, and be here to catch you if you fall
“Right as Rain (Part 2)”
It has come to an end and I don’t regret a moment spent
I saw you and you saw me, it didn’t mean you truly saw me
If I said that I sill cared, you would throw it back and blame it all on me
I am sorry that I didn’t do it right
I tried to make it real, you tried to make it quick
Tonight I say good bye to you, and I am shore
Tomorrow I will wake complete
Everything is right as rain
Right as Rain (Part 3)
Let them weep upon your return, they needed you so much
Know that they didn’t let you back, because of all the pain
Let them know it’s not there fault, you heart needed to wander
Know that they will never let go, no matter how hard they try
Let them see that you are ok, even if you are not
Know that it is ok to be yourself, and let others see that too
Let him know you love him, love is all we have
Know that the world is full of those that can not see, your eyes are open
Let the connections guide you along your path, where ever it may lead
Know that it’s alright to cry, you are only human after all
Let it be right as rain, and don’t lie to your self
Know it’s all right as rain, never listen to the lies
It is all right as rain.
“Right As Rain (Part 4)”
That night you told me, I thought that love was dead
The pain that tormented me, I saw was in my head
If the night stopped right now, would the dawn kill us both?
The night you told me, it was hard for me to believe
The love I saw in your eyes, the lies you told to my face
If the pain was to end for you right now, would you be complete?
The night you told me, I saw that love was gone
The ocean’s waves had all washed away; the stars had all fallen down
If the lies became true right now, would the lies still exist?
The night that you told me, I cried alone for hours
The night after, I could feel your heart
If we separated right now, would you remember an angel’s wings tomorrow?
Would love have ever existed for you?
“Right as Rain (Part 5)”
I met you in the shadows
You told me it was raining
We saw the world change around us
There was nothing we could do
I saw you in the darkness
You told me your wings had grown
We flew away to our own world
There was nothing they could do
I lost you to my own fear
You told me it was all in my mind
We lost each other to each other
There was nothing left to do
Because everything was right as rain
“Right as Rain (Part Six)”
I know how this will sound
I don’t mean to cause you pain
I hope that you find happiness
I hope that you find joy
I hope that one day, you find your own fire inside
I wish everyday that this never ends
I know it’s not my choice
I know that you are right
I know I shouldn’t care
I can not disregard the thought of you not wanting me
I know that we are close
I know you don’t kneed me
I see you everyday
I see you try so hard
I understand that you have been so long with me
I want you to have it all, the sun, the moon, the stars
I just want you to know everything is as right as rain
(Complete)
“Right as Rain (Part 1)”
Late one night I saw the truth, I think you know I did
I saw so much hurt that was swimming through your head
Caught up in a moment that you could not let go, I saw it all inside of you
You looked so hurt sitting all alone
I wished that you would let me in, or just give me a glimpse
I knew that I could not help you through all your hurt
But maybe I could help you slightly mend a broken heart
I’ve seen a lot in a short time, More then most should see
I know it’s hard to deal with, You know it’s hard for me
I know one day you’ll see it, I know one day you’ll know
The answers all seem so far, yet not so far away
I know that you can’t do it all alone, but I know you don’t need help
So until then I’ll bide my time, and be here to catch you if you fall
“Right as Rain (Part 2)”
It has come to an end and I don’t regret a moment spent
I saw you and you saw me, it didn’t mean you truly saw me
If I said that I sill cared, you would throw it back and blame it all on me
I am sorry that I didn’t do it right
I tried to make it real, you tried to make it quick
Tonight I say good bye to you, and I am shore
Tomorrow I will wake complete
Everything is right as rain
Right as Rain (Part 3)
Let them weep upon your return, they needed you so much
Know that they didn’t let you back, because of all the pain
Let them know it’s not there fault, you heart needed to wander
Know that they will never let go, no matter how hard they try
Let them see that you are ok, even if you are not
Know that it is ok to be yourself, and let others see that too
Let him know you love him, love is all we have
Know that the world is full of those that can not see, your eyes are open
Let the connections guide you along your path, where ever it may lead
Know that it’s alright to cry, you are only human after all
Let it be right as rain, and don’t lie to your self
Know it’s all right as rain, never listen to the lies
It is all right as rain.
“Right As Rain (Part 4)”
That night you told me, I thought that love was dead
The pain that tormented me, I saw was in my head
If the night stopped right now, would the dawn kill us both?
The night you told me, it was hard for me to believe
The love I saw in your eyes, the lies you told to my face
If the pain was to end for you right now, would you be complete?
The night you told me, I saw that love was gone
The ocean’s waves had all washed away; the stars had all fallen down
If the lies became true right now, would the lies still exist?
The night that you told me, I cried alone for hours
The night after, I could feel your heart
If we separated right now, would you remember an angel’s wings tomorrow?
Would love have ever existed for you?
“Right as Rain (Part 5)”
I met you in the shadows
You told me it was raining
We saw the world change around us
There was nothing we could do
I saw you in the darkness
You told me your wings had grown
We flew away to our own world
There was nothing they could do
I lost you to my own fear
You told me it was all in my mind
We lost each other to each other
There was nothing left to do
Because everything was right as rain
“Right as Rain (Part Six)”
I know how this will sound
I don’t mean to cause you pain
I hope that you find happiness
I hope that you find joy
I hope that one day, you find your own fire inside
I wish everyday that this never ends
I know it’s not my choice
I know that you are right
I know I shouldn’t care
I can not disregard the thought of you not wanting me
I know that we are close
I know you don’t kneed me
I see you everyday
I see you try so hard
I understand that you have been so long with me
I want you to have it all, the sun, the moon, the stars
I just want you to know everything is as right as rain
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